Where did my symptoms go?

It's weird that I keep having dreams of twins and in my dreams I'm super freaked out about it. Maybe it's that psychic that I saw before I met Ry that told me I would have 3 kids and only 2 births. I always assumed that meant I would adopt one until this infertility stuff and then I started thinking maybe it was twins. I have tons of dreams of my future children though, I dreamt a lot about them when I was pregnant with Emma. I don't feel pregnant though, I feel better today than I have been. My boobs are still swollen and sore and I feel the bloat and heavy feeling my stomach but I think that is just a side effect of the Endometrin. I'm actually pretty sure that this didn't work and I'm delaying the fact that I'm going to find out next week. I have 1 week left to find out if this actually worked or if we will be a 3 person family from here on out. I asked the nurse what happens if the beta comes back postive and she informed me I would have to get a blood draw every other day to make sure the numbers go up. It freaked me out thinking if this works and then I lose it it's going to be more devastating than not getting pregnant at all. I'm trying to stay postive though, hopefully this worked and there is a little baby growing and multiplying cells in my tummy. Emma this morning wanted to look at pictures when she was in my belly and when she was a baby. It's always so sweet when she wants to talk about how all the pictures of her she is being held and loved on by so many family and friends. She knows how much we all love her and she knows that she is one of the best things that ever happened to us.