Day 3 of injections

So I'm on my third day of injections and I'm already feeling like poop. I did get my flu shot on Monday which was the same day I started my injections so  I'm wondering if that's what is causing some of the blah feeling. It's weird to think each night when I'm sticking myself that these little follicles in my ovaries are hopefully growing. I keep thinking about them... Like thinking what if one of them is my potential future child. I have to keep checking myself though back into reality because there is a very high possibility that this won't work though. I don't want to get my heart broken again so I just have been trying to stay positive. This isn't going to be the end of the world if it doesn't happen. If this works it will be a miracle but if it doesn't then I think we will finally know that I just don't have good eggs and having another child naturally isn't it the cards for us. I often find myself during the injection cycle talking to my stomach though, holding it much like I did when Em was in there. I feel protective of it and I don't really know why... I guess deep down I hope that one of these little guys/girls will stick and in 9 months I will be holding them in my arms. Part of the reason I started this blog was so I could go back and reflect on how I was feeling during our journey. Maybe someone who is out there is reading this and is going through the same thing. If I can help anyone feel a little less alone then it's worth it to me.