Cycle Day 3- baseline and ultrasound day

So I just got back from my RE for my baseline and ultrasound. Everything looked good so I am starting my follistom tonight. I had 18 pre-follicles which she said was really good. I will do 100 units every night and since I had so many I go back Friday for another ultrasound and bloodwork. I'm not trying to get my hopes up but I'm just hoping and praying it works this time. I need it to work this time because this is our last shot at this. Ryan and I talked about what would happen if this actually works and I think we have become so used to the failure that if we get pregnant we won't know how that will feel. 3 years of wanting and praying for this to happen and now we just have to wait and see if this is what God had planned for us. If it doesn't work though I will go back to work when Emma goes to school and then we will save up to adopt. That's our plan B. Plan B however is much more expensive than plan A. I will be posting some pictures later too of is doing the shots.